You always come close but you never come easy
Tonight I hung out with amanda. It was very refreshing. At times I feel like I go into my own little world and when I open my eyes I look around and wonder how everything got the way it did. I understand that what i just said may not make much sense but think about it… I feel that once I went to college I left everyone behind..I left behind my friends and my family and not only did I leave them behind, but they left me behind too. It’s hard to come home to friends who are failing classes, ditching you for relationships, and quite frankly ruining their lives. I know this sounds blunt but that is exactly what happened. The worst part of the situation is that most of my “friends” are satisfied with what they consider “happiness.”
Maybe I am the one with the problem. Maybe my views in life make me look at others in disgust. I just want the best for everyone but half the people i know are to lazy to move out of their own way. It’s sad. Stop being so damn egregious.
I miss you
I am disappointed
I am wasting my time
I am moving on
<3AC
